Sometimes I just wish I was Lorelei Gilmore, or Rory Gilmore--either way. I just wish that over the top expressions of love happened all the time and I wish that love was based on personality 100% and I wish that unrequited love didn't exist and I wish that wonderful people weren't kept in the friend zone forever and ever.
I wish that expressing these feelings weren't matched with a fear of loss of the wonderful person who these feelings are being expressed to. I wish that beauty could be realized, I wish it wasn't like, "Oh, I don't find you attractive, so I NEVER will." I wish he could see it. I wish he could, for you, because you deserve it, if anyone does. You do. I wish he would buy you 1000 daisies and leave them in the lobby of your inn. I wish he would.
I wish, I wish, I wish.
I just wish someone would see what I see, that's all. This started out as directed at one person, but it's more like two. I wish he could too. For you as well. I wish he could see what I see. A wonderful, fantastic person. I only wish you know I tried really hard not to be stupid and to shake it off. I tried. Really tried. I wish he, the real he, loved you and bought you 1000 daisies and left them in the lobby of your inn. I wish he would.
I wish this could be simple. I wish he hadn't hurt me. I wish he hadn't dropped me. I wish he hadn't left me. Not because I want anyone back, but because then I would be able to recognize a healthy relationship, but I can't. I swear, it's just the idea of someone who just cares about me, who thinks I'm beautiful--the idea's like crack to me. And he does, I swear it. I'm nearly positive.
I wish he would buy me 1000 daisies and leave them in the lobby of my inn. Then I'd be sure. Or I'd dump him and run away from my wedding--either way.
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I just wish he would read your words and smile and agree and call you and tell you he loved you as well. I only wish, I wish, I wish--because you deserve it. I don't think you need it (even though you will swear up and down you do), I think you're independent, I think you are a wonderful person alone and you don't need anyone to complete that, eventually yes, but not just yet. But you deserve it.
I wish that he could see what I see. Just a really cool person. I wish he could see that and realize people like us are the "once in a lifetime" kind and twenty years from now the vain looks of those who are conventionally beautiful will only get him so far in achieving true happiness for the rest of his life.
I wish, I wish, I wish. Just buy her 1000 daisies and leave them in the lobby of her inn. Pretty please.
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